~Bloody-Lover

i am intensely shy about my literature account, but i'm going to share it simply because it is getting no attention, and is dying quickly.

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i'm not a poet, i'm not a writer, i know, i know. be nice!

I feel bad for never submitting anything anymore, but most of the stuff i do is on REAL PAPER now and i don't have a scanner, therefore i don't have new work. So yeah, that sucks.

I'm not going to school in the fall, and as depressing as that is, its actually kind of liberating. I mean, because of the fact that I had nothing holding me back, I was able to drive clear across the country, hang out with awesome kids, and just be at peace for about a week. I know that once I get some things straight I'm going to have to get my rear in gear [yeehaw!] and actually attend school and get my degree, etc, but until then i'm really happy learning more about myself and becoming more independant and comfortable.

A few friends and I are currently trying to work our asses off to actually move out, either here in my city or in Philly, which would be absolutely kick ass. It's all a matter of me have enough self control to SAVE MONEY and be more concerned paying bills than driving to Missouri for the hell of it.

Regardless of what is going on in my life, I'm happy. It feels good to be surrounded by amazing people and be experiencing some amazing stuff. I'm at peace, and that's more than alot of 18 year old kids can say, so I'm proud.

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Next fall I'll be in the art institute of Philadelphia. Go me!!

I've been insanely busy lately with work and school and everything. I just want to take a breather but i can't seem to. I finally got off my ass and applied to some schools. They got back to me pretty fast and caught me off gaurd so i need to have my portfolio and everything ready within the next month or two. I'm going to need to do some serious work.
Annnd I'll actually be updating for once, because I'm going to put everything up here.

wish me luck!

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i know i kinda died on here. its not due to lack of time, trust me, i'm home all day every day and up all night, i'm just SO lazy.

all i really submit anymore is vectors and got knows those take forever. maybe i'm using a weird method or something, but people seem to make them like 390832 times faster than me. mine take forever and i end up with nine billion layers.

OH
WELL.

i'm working on something new so maybe i'll have it up this week or something. who knows.

much love, yo.

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